P2P Australian Adventure

Long story short... I am with the People to People Student Ambassador Program. We traveled to Australia 8 days ago and we have been having tons of fun ever since. Seeing lots of wildlife - kangaroos, camels, koalas, emu, birds, crocodiles and many more. I got to try kangaroo sirloin and it was perfectly cooked and tasted amazing. Got to swim with the fishes in the Great Barrier Reef. Did a farm stay the other night ago. We got to get in the back of trucks and go into the outback and see all the wildlife as experience Australia in a new way. Now we are with our home stay families. The family I'm staying with is so funny and awesome to be around. All the food they have prepared for us has just been phenomenal!! We still have a full day ahead of us. Adventures awaiting.

No More Braces!!

I was so excited. Woke up at 5am and left the house by 6am. Headed about 205 miles to Fairbanks to get my braces off. It was a long day but it was so worth it. Getting use to this new retainers. They make me talk funny and I look kinda funny also lol. But it's all worth it. I chewed a piece of gum for the first time today with one of my good friends (which was also my boss for a couple years). It's been two years since I have had any gum. I'm glad I can have it now but it does consume a lot of my money lol. Anyways, it's time for bed. Goodnight bloggers!

Only One

There is always that one person that can make your day better. All it takes is a simple text message, "hey :)" and whatever was wrong, is now right. They make you smile, laugh, and overall a happier person. You could talk to them for hour and never get bored. When they have to go for a bit, you wish that they didn't have to. One day they will have to "leave" and things will get hard. But when they return and you can talk with them again, everything will be better. Not just for that moment in time. But all together. Time can damage or mend what's happened in the past. More or less, it will make the "relationship" stronger. No, I'm not just talking about a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. But a friend relationship. Things can and will succeed. You just need time, patients, and the willingness to try. Try to make things work. Try to overcome everything. And try as a friend.

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It's like a roller coaster of emotions.. You only text me when you want something.. When you feel that it's "OK" to talk. I feel that we should be able to talk and hang out and all that. We both agree that we were both wrong. But we don't have to avoid each other. You say that we can't see each other and we shouldn't be talking but your finding reasons to text me. I know this isn't what you want and you do want to hang out and talk to me again. I love you and I know that you love me. What's the point of going against what you want and what you know is real?? Well, I guess things just take time and people just need a little space. Understandable.

Guy Situation

I wake up every morning, grab my phone, and text you good morning. I don't actually send it to you anymore. You hate me. and never wanna see or talk to me again. but I love you and I know you love me. I messed up and so did you. but you don't need to treat me like I don't mean anything to you when I know I do. you mean so much to me. There really wasn't anything wrong with us until you started falling for a lil girl. I mean... your 18 and I'm only 22 days away from turning 16 and she just turned 15, like three months ago.. that shit is wrong. I'm not saying us being together would be right but it is better than that. and she is such a lil girl. isn't is when you go from one girl to the next you are suppose to upgrade and go to someone better and prettier and all that?? well I thought I was pretty and beautiful and all that good stuff but by doing this for like the third time... your making me feel like I'm just some normal girl that isn't pretty or that means anything.. Really?? That's not right. I'm not trying to be conceded or anything, but I think I have the right to be like this at this point.. I mean is this a bad situation? or am I just overreacting bcuz I love this guy?? Anyone have any advice? Comments? Anything?

Goodnight

It's time to shut the computer off and put my mind to rest. After a long day of work, school work, and friends.. it's time to let my mind and body be at rest. Only the spirits of the Northern Alaskan skies will know what the future holds for me and I will have to wait to find out. But for now Goodnight, and may you all sleep well on the wonderful peaceful night.

Funny, Like a Need to Watch LOL

Best Harlem Shake and Gangnam Style battle ever haha.. so funny it will make you laugh. just click the link and watch :) I hope you enjoy..